Was This an Angelic Visitation or a Spirit Guide?

In 1998,I was 22 years old, we lived in a tiny apartment in Puerto Rico with my husband and our 3 toddlers. Since this was a one bedroom apartment we made the master bedroom into a nursery for the babies, and we slept in a sofa bed in the living room.

I remember going to sleep tired and a bit overwhelmed by so many things that was going on in my life at that moment. That night I had a very strange dream.

I was sitting on a fallen palm tree, in front of a beach, It looked like early morning, no direct sun on the water. I was mesmerized by the immensity of the sea and how small the beach looked in proportion to it. I was wearing a beautiful yet unusual flowing dress. It had many colors, like a tie die t-shirt and upon closer inspection, it was made out of patches.

As I sit there, I find myself taking a deep breath. I could actually smell the salt in the air. Then I felt a presence behind me. There was a young man, dressed in white pants and a white long sleeve shirt. He had fair skin and shoulder Leigh blue black hair. He walks around the tree and sits just beside me. In a very calm voice he start talking to about something in the water.

I ignore him completely. Then he turned around, calls my name and asks:- Do you know who am I ? - I then turn to confront him,but I can bring myself to look at him in the face. The only thing I saw was a warm half smile. Then I woke up. It was morning and I dismissed it completely.

That night I went to bed early. The babies were asleep and my husband was taking a test in campus. I fell like a rock.

Again, I was sitting on a fallen palm tree, in front of the same beach, early morning, no direct sun on the water. I was looking at the beach. I was wearing the same beautiful flowing dress of many colors, made out of patches. I could smell the salt in the air. Then I felt the presence behind me. The same young man, dressed in white pants and a white long sleeve shirt.

The same fair skin and shoulder Leigh blue black hair. Again he walks around the tree and sits just beside me. But now he just sits there. I started to fell uneasy with such scrutiny; and then I said:- What???-he smiles again and he looks into my eyes. My soul froze, as I looked into the lightest blue eyes in my life. So I had to lower my gaze, immediately.

Then he just asked -Do you remember who am I ? - Then I woke up. By now I was freaking out. But I new, if I said something to anyone, they would make fun of me. And to me this was no laughing matter.

By now I had to program my mind to dream about something else or at least not think about it at all. So I watched a movie ( Dumbo) and actually fell asleep on an armed chair. THEN AGAIN, I was sitting on a fallen palm tree, in front of a beach, It looked like it was going to rain, the water was cloudy as the sky.As I was standing up from the tree, I see my children playing in the sand, all three dresed in white clothes. I had the same dress made out of patches.

I start to walk toward the shore, I see him coming towards me. The same young man, dressed in white pants and a white long sleeve shirt. He is now standing in front of me, and says:- You know who am I , I hope you remember me. And know that I am here, always.I will see you soon, and then you will remmber who I am. Then my husband wakes me up to go to bed. By then I just couldn't go back to sleep.